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Trust The Process

from The Wavering Wanderer by natestapes

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And I should love myself,
Because I’ve been there every time
that there was no-one else.
And I’ve been here every time that I was overwhelmed
Diving in the shark infested ocean just to save myself.
This life’s a lucid dream
That’s why I’m losing sleep.
I’m losing focus, no I’m focused on my losing streak,
Feeling homeless ‘cause my house is not a home to me
I’m feeling broken ‘cause I’m not what I had hoped to be.

And if you take away my pain
I will never be the same.
So I make peace with all my demons
I just want to live the way I’m dreaming.

My mind’s in twenty places.
I’m hyperventilating,
I cry for help inside my mind
But then I never take it.
It’s like I’m running from myself
Inside this crazy matrix.
I love my music
And I really hope that I can make it.
I hope my voice is heard,
Know I’m not the first,
I’m been writing
And then I’m hanging on to every word.
I make mistakes
And then I pay for them at every turn.
I’ve been patient, I’ve been waiting since my date of birth.
I think my heart’s in pieces,
That’s why I’m hardly speaking,
I’m hardly moving
Still I’m moving through the harshest beatings
I mask my past beneath my scares
Until my scares are bleeding.
I felt the vastness of my karma when I started breathing.
And now I see my angels,
I know that seeing’s painful,
The truth will tear your life apart and it will rearrange you.
Believing in yourself is what will truly save you.
I said believing in yourself
Is what will truly save you.

And if you take away my pain
I will never be the same.
So I make peace with all my demons
I just want to live the way I’m dreaming.

You can conceal me with your rusty chains
My eye is open
Now I’ve noticed
That it’s time to change
I find it strange how all these people seem to fight the pain.
When you accept it
You will finally start to find your range.
I shoot to move the target.
I raise the bar
Cause If I don’t thenI’ll be moving past it.
Music is what I chose to master.
I’m moving faster than I should
Sometimes I lose my armour.
I lose my heart along the path
But I’m a Dalaï Lama.

And if you take away my pain
I will never be the same.
So I make peace with all my demons
I just want to live the way I’m dreaming.

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from The Wavering Wanderer, track released May 15, 2020
Produced by Con

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natestapes London, UK

My dreams and ambitions have led me here, aged 20, I'm now looking to jump start my music career.
Rap is more than a craft or a job to me. It brings my emotions to life and I feel myself live through it. I hope I can convey this in my songs.
I'm always looking for ways to improve, increasing the possible outcomes of my work tenfold.
My feet are, and always will be firmly planted on the ground.
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